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Real life sucks, btw.

How I wish everything in life is free and we don't have to work to earn a living. My past posts here are still back when I was in high school. It seems ages ago that I had my first boyfriend, my first everything. Now I'm in my first work and my problems in high school were nothing compared to my problems now. Sucks being stuck in the real world.
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I have so many questions in my mind. Why do I like guys who are already taken? Why do I even feel sad about it? Why. Why. Why. And what's frustrating is, I don't even have an answer for every 'why'.
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    JYJ - Long Way
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The Problem With Being Too Attached to Friends

I seriously have the greatest friends in the world, and they don't know I said that. lol. In college, we're together almost everyday, and now that we've graduated, it's kinda hard to come together again since our schedules don't really match up that well. But since we got a chance to meet up today, we did.

I've been saying that I don't really like looking back at my past,  I like moving forward and marking the mistakes I made in the past as lessons well learned. However, I don't know, but my friends in college are different. They're like a part of me, I mean seriously, they're like another me. I've sincerely thought about it and we haven't had a serious argument in our 4 years of friendship, unlike some groups I know.

Just recently, however, we've been having some... hmmm... misunderstanding? And the reason for that is that we didn't have the time to see each other. It's just hard to go from always seeing each other to not seeing each other. I'm usually good with changes, I get cold feet at first, but I get through it. Now, however, I feel that this is the most difficult part of life--reality. Getting through life without the support system at your back.

But with our talk today, I think I can do this. I just needed a boost, and thanks to my friends, they gave me the shove I needed. I admit, I was hesitant on continuing my plans of studying abroad, but because (I know this is dramatic), they believed in me, I know I can do well. 

The only problem with being attached to friends is that you feel like you should always be together, even though that's not possible. Being with friends means comfort, the norm. But we all have different paths to take, and we have to do well and become millionaires to achieve K-Anne's dream of having apartments near each other. haha. 

I think we needed our time today. We needed to catch up with all the talking and the stories. We needed to boost each other's confidence.We needed to laugh just like old times. We needed to feel the friendship. And you know, I feel that everything's fine now, that I can do my work. Thanks, friends, and I hoped to have more Saturday dates with you guys <3 (pwede bang next time starbucks naman para medyo sosyal? HAHAHAXD)친구들!! 많이보고싶었어요!!ㅠ
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Now it's college

Argh! There are so many things I have to do this week. Let me elaborate.

*Project due next week at my Brit.Lit. I can't find my frickin' topic on the internet! It's not even on the book I read.. I'm at the UST Library now, taking advantage of the free internet.

*Report on Sociology with groupmates. I dunno,I'm still confused on this part.

*Report on Eng101a due next Wednesday I have to explain a graph about the survey we conducted 2 weeks ago.

*Draw my own epitaph. I know it's weird, but I really have to for my Lit201 class..

Arghh!! All of this are real pain in the @$$. I hope I can get through this. Tomorrow is our class recollection at the medical auditorium.. I dunno what'll happen but I really hope I can have fun. This week might get me stressed out too much.
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